Poking and proding

So today is my third annual in a year, yeah that made sense, third since my cervical cone biopsy in June of last year. So far all has been well but at this appt I want to get down on my hands and knees and beg for a hyesterectomy. I'm not completely sure why other than I don't want to have to deal with the 2 weeks of cramping, oozing and all the other liquid parties that happen in my panties for two weeks out of the month. So today after my poking and proding (and a tiny bit of ripping) I will ask for her thoughts and if something can be finagled in regards to my insurance so we can make this desire happen. I imagine my desire will get squashed and something much more devasting or life threatening will have to be the case before something that "severe" will be considered for me. Such is my excitement for today.