Poking and proding

So today is my third annual in a year, yeah that made sense, third since my cervical cone biopsy in June of last year. So far all has been well but at this appt I want to get down on my hands and knees and beg for a hyesterectomy. I'm not completely sure why other than I don't want to have to deal with the 2 weeks of cramping, oozing and all the other liquid parties that happen in my panties for two weeks out of the month. So today after my poking and proding (and a tiny bit of ripping) I will ask for her thoughts and if something can be finagled in regards to my insurance so we can make this desire happen. I imagine my desire will get squashed and something much more devasting or life threatening will have to be the case before something that "severe" will be considered for me. Such is my excitement for today.

Soooo originaly titled: "First Post"

Well, since p90x kicked my ass I'm stepping down to Gillian Michaels 30 day shred to see how that goes.
Pending my dr's thoughts at the end of this week I will also be giving the hcg diet a shot. Hopefully it will all prove to be interesting rather than depressing because depressing is where I've been for quite some time now and not only am I seeing a therapist once a week now I'm also working on my energy level and eating habits in hopes that I will be able to change the lack of discipline in my life.
I had an awesome girls night with one of my bff's. I think those should be mandatory: kinda like wearing clothes to work (altho depending on where you work, I guess....) BFF nights should be mandatory at a rate of 1 weekend per month, at the very least.
I have a lot more I want to blubber on about but I since this is in my first shot at blogging I'm going to keep it short and see how this goes for a while.